Sad for a boy?!

hahahahahahaha T.T maybe it will be my first post about 'boy'.

maybe, for a little girl like me,
it's too fast to feel sad about boy,
to feel something indescribeable to a boy,
i'm still 13 years old,
then why should I be that sad?!

my mom says,
I'm not being allowed to have a relationship before 17 years old,
and for me, that's mean....
I couldn't like that boy,
and I will do it.

but sometimes I think it's natural, if I don't like a boy, it's weird.... it's like.... I'm not normal bzzzz -_-

okay okay..... just remember what mom says Yohanna -,-